yes, virginia, there is a sequel

February 24th, 2010

I’ve been a liar.

I have to get that out of the way first.

Because for months—no, years now—people have been asking me if there’s a sequel to If I Stay and I have been saying various degrees of “I’m not sure,” when in fact, even before the book ever came out, I’d written a sort of half version of a part two. But that version was mostly for me, because one night, a few weeks after I’d turned in the copy-edited version of If I Stay, I was lying in bed unable to sleep, thinking about (THERE ARE SPOILERS HERE IF YOU HAVE NOT READ IF I STAY) what a rough road Adam and Mia had ahead of them and then I started thinking about what life would be like for them. And then, even though I was supposed to be getting started on this completely other book, I suddenly knew where Adam and Mia wound up. And I NEEDED to write them there before I could find any peace. So I did. In a frenzy. A really lousy half-baked draft that I wasn’t sure was ever meant to see the light of day, but it was enough for me to breathe easy and work on an entirely different book. The post-If I Stay Adam-Mia book I’d scribbled took place several years in the future, so I figured if I ever did decide to make it into a real book, I had time.

So then I wrote the other book about a spoiled mean girl who finds a soul. Sort of Mean Girls meets Emma, social commentary/comedy. I revised it. I showed it to my agent, got her comments, revised it some more. I liked this book and the characters a lot, but all the while, I had this niggling little sense that it wasn’t right. Not that it was a bad book. I liked the book; I still do. But it wasn’t the right book for now. And as soon as I turned it in to my editor, I just knew. And suddenly, Adam and Mia came roaring back and where it hadn’t been the right time for them a year before, now it was. So I shelved the book I’d just spent eight months on and brought the draft back of the book I’d written the summer before (which had to be mostly trashed, btw, but piece by piece, which is far more painful than trashing something all at once).

All the while, people had been asking me: “Is there going to be a sequel?” At first, it was so easy to dodge the question. I just talked about the other book I was working on. I didn’t mention the skeletal draft sitting on my hard drive, but I didn’t lie either. But then, when I was actively working on the sequel again, I sort of lied. Okay, I didn’t sort of lie. You can’t sort of lie. It’s like being sort of pregnant. There’s a a little white line (or blue line) and you cross it.

So, I lied to you. Repeatedly. I’m sorry. There’s no justifying it, but here are some explanations:

  1. After the previous book, which I told everyone about, only to change my mind once my editor had read it, this time I wanted to wait.
  2. Mentioning that there is a sequel potentially spoils the ending of If I Stay.
  3. I don’t like announcing what I’m working on because I’m superstitious (see #1). So to avoid any uncomfortable lies, when asked what I’m working on, I will forthwith say that I am working on a rock opera about an epic battle between fleas and ants and we will all know that I am full of it. Deal?
  4. Aren’t sequels lame?

That last point I battled myself over. Because aren’t sequels always sucky compared to originals? If not sucky, a wee bit disappointing? It’s different for a series when you conceptualize the whole deal as a series and so the books play out over a grand arc (a la Harry Potter or Hunger Games). But when I first started writing If I Stay, I wasn’t even sure it was one book, let alone two.

But, sigh, at the end of the day, writers are slaves to the masters in their heads. And for whatever reason, I was not ready to let some of these characters go just yet. I really tried to talk myself out of it. Or put it off. But in the end, the characters won out. And it was also nice that every second reader seemed to beg for a sequel, but honestly, I don’t focus group  what my next book should be; still I hope this will make some of you happy. And I know it will piss some of you off. To which I say: You’re welcome. And sorry.

But then, after J.D. Salinger died, I started to think a little different about sequels. My husband had this cool idea to read all the Glass family stories (Raise High The Roofbeams, Carpenters, A Perfect Day for Bananafish, Franny and Zooey, etc.) in chronological order (of the age of the Glass children, not of publication), an endeavor I’ve joined him in.  It’s sort of made me feel a little less sheepish. It’s so clear reading this that Salinger became obsessed with his characters, that they became real to him, like family. Clearly, he had some issues letting them go (and it’s been suggested that when he went into seclusion and stopped publishing, he actually continued writing about the Glass family for years; time will tell if that rumor is true). I’m not comparing myself to Salinger, except that maybe a few of my characters got a  little under my skin, so much so that one book could not contain where I needed to take them. I needed two. And seriously, two is it!

So, enough explaining. About that sequel:

It’s called WHERE SHE WENT. It takes place a little more than three years later and it’s told from Adam’s point of view. And that’s all I’m saying. It will come out in the spring of 2011 from Dutton.

Now, back to work on the rock opera FLEAING THE ANTHILL.

  1. From cello to rock opera, I cannot wait to read — both WHERE SHE WENT and FLEAING THE ANTHILL!!

  2. OMG! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!<–The scream heard around the world when I read this announcement and realized you have just made my month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Reposting the news at!!!

  3. I think I heard that in Brooklyn, Frankie! And to make someone’s FEBRUARY? That is saying something.

  4. This is the BEST NEWS EVER. And especially after reading this post and how you came about writing the sequel — I have utmost faith in your ability to make WHERE SHE WENT amazing!

  5. SO happy you’re a liar and there will be a sequel. :)
    I’m disappointed we have to wait until 2011 but such is life.
    Great news! Thanks for sharing.
    Karen’s Blog

  6. Whaaat!? I can’t wait to read this!

  7. I lile it so much ! As I already said it to you Gayle : I can’t wait !
    I am sure that Philippe will do extraordinary things about it !! And I’ll try too. Moreover, there is already an article on the blogsv!!

  8. OMG !!!!!!! what a great news !!! Gayle I forgive you !
    I understand why you lie to us and it’s normal.
    For the first time I know that I will buy it in english because I can’t wait til it will be translate in french. lol

  9. Well, I think this is excellent news and I can’t wait for the release – it sounds ace:)

  10. I didn’t need a sequel, but I must say, now that I know there is one, I am very, very excited!

  11. EAK OMG I am soo excited, If I Stay is one of those book’s that’s stayed with me, ever since I read it…I am SOOO very excited for this news! :)

  12. I am SO, SO excited! This is FANTASTIC NEWS!!!! :)

  13. This just made me so happy, Gayle.
    I cannot wait for this.

  14. So this is pretty much amazing. I never thought much on a sequel but I really did want one. EEK! So exciting. Sad that it won’t be out for another year though. :( haha


  15. YAY!
    I was just thinking that Emma needed to be retold in a modern book too. So I’ll look forward to that as well.

    This is great news. Congratulations, Gayle! :)

  16. Well yay! I adored IF I STAY and found myself thinking about those two characters long after I’d turned the last page, so I’m so thrilled that the story will continue. One of my students is reading your book right now – and loving it – so she’ll be delighted to hear this news, too!

  17. When everyone asked me what my favorite book for 2009 was, I said If I Stay by Gayle Forman. I’ve recommended this book to everyone. My mom loves the book and she’s telling everyone about it. I’m jumping up with joy b/c I was one of the ones wanting a sequel. Congrats!!

  18. You have really made my day. I loved If I Stay so I will definitly read the sequel when it comes out. Thank you sooooooooooooooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

  19. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE – Oh Gayle – I forgive you for lying (ooooo harsh word – it was surely just a fiblet!) – thats just brilliant news. Cant wait to read it!!!


  20. Oh GAYLE!!! You dirty little liar you. :) Although I TOTALLY get all the points you shared. I also hate talking about what I’m working on and what’s being considered by my editor and all that.

    Anyway – congratulations!! So happy for you!

  21. Oh.Em.Gee. LOVE LOVE LOVE this!

    This just made this dreadfully cold day so much warmer!!!!

    And you’re forgiven for lying. 2011 cannot come sooner!

  22. I just got home from an 11 hour shift and suffered the most craptastic day ever! And this – THIS post just put the biggest smile on my face! I cannot wait for 2011 to get here!!

  23. You made my day!! I had made it clear to myself that Mia was meant only for one book but now I am sooo happy. Thank you so much..

  24. This post almost gave me tears in my eyes(happy tears). I never expected there to be a sequel to If I Stay but I would LOVE to read what the future has in store for Mia and Adam.

    I read If I Stay as a part of a Norwegian blog tour by Cappelen Damm :)

    I’m kind of glad that you lied, if you’d told straight away it would be so long for us to wait for the sequel ;)


    And I don’t mind that you lied to us. It isn’t easy to know what you’re going to do, what a story might NEED you to do. If you go and say one thing, and then that thing gets negated, people don’t understand a lot of the time. So it’s perfectly alright to wait until you know for sure. :)

  26. You guys are all making me very happy. And making me not mind this awful, weather, and the endless winter. What did writers do before the blogosphere?

    I’m beyound thrilled that 1)We’re getting a squel and 2) That’s it’s going to be in Adam’s POV!
    If I Stay, while a great stand alone is simply unforgettable and I always wondered what happened next. What an emotional high!
    Thank-you so much for doing this! I can safely say that I can.not.wait to read WHERE SHE WENT!!

    ((BIG HUGS))


  28. yay! this is very exciting!

  29. I, too, have thought about the characters often since finishing If I Stay. Glad to hear there will be a sequel. Congratulations!

  30. Holy bananas, that’s a lot of comments…all well deserved too. Cannot wait to read the further adventures of Mia and Adam.

  31. i just finished this book. it had me crying my eyes out at several points. it was great as a stand-alone novel, but i’m really excited there will be a sequel.

    i have plenty of faith it will not be lame. :)

  32. I can’t wait to read this!


  33. You are so forgiven! Can’t wait!

  34. I cannot believe I have to wait until 2011 for the sequel to one of the best books I have ever read!!! But I am SO glad there is a sequel!

  35. Gayle, I’m so happy to hear the If I Stay will have a sequel. When I read If I Stay, and read the ending, my reaction was “but I want to know more, I want to know what happens next”. But knowing at the moment that If I Stay was a stand alone novel I was content with just thinking they would be happy. But the news that a sequel is coming, WOW TXS!

  36. I just finished If I Stay and loved it so I’m thrilled to hear about the sequel! I will definitely be reading it!!!

  37. gayle!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after starting my teaching job, i got so caught up with everything at school that i hadn’t been reading your blog regulary. okay. so i’m back now. and i was just catching up with blog entries when i came across this one. and now i’m crying. ahhh, GAYLE! oh my goodness, oh my goodness. this is getting incoherent, but i don’t care! seriously, i don’t think you understand just how happy you’ve made so many people. as you know, i love if i stay.. since reading it for the first time in those 2 days last april, there have been so many times those characters have popped into my head and i couldn’t help but wonder.. and then when you talked about your new book having a dude protagonist, i thought, wouldn’t it be crazy if it was adam? but i never thought you’d do it so soon. miss gayle, you are a delight :)!

  38. CAN NOT WAIT!!!!! I am so ready to read from Adam’s point of view, he was my favorite character and I really want to hear his point of view:)

  39. Yayyyyyy! But I don’t think I can last until 2011, but I guess I have too. I’m so excited!

  40. YAYYYY! I just finished reading the book and it was amazing! I loved it & I can’t wait for the sequel! I’m soooo excited! =] <3

  41. Laying here in bed my eyes are still cloudy! I picked up If I Stay earlier tonight not really sure what I was getting into but wanting to read a new book never the less. It is now exactly two hours later and I just flipped the last page and closed the book with tears streaming down my face (hence the cloudy eyes), furious at myself for not making it last longer… Imagine my extreme happiness to find out there will be a sequel…. Let’s put it this way, I don’t know if I can wait till 2011! Thank you so much Gayle and if Where She Went is even half as good as If I Stay then it will still be absolutely amazing!

  42. Just finished reading If I stay (but in swedish). lots and lots of tears and emotions. many thoughts about how would – I – feel in a situation like this. what would it have felt like? and so on – only to make even more tears streaming down my cheeks.
    I couldnt actually read the two pages where the car accident take place or even some of the pages after that. It hurt to much. But I’ll get there, I’ll read them some other day.
    I’m really interested about your own thoughts about this book. For example the whole story about Mia being in this “in-between-land” (dont know what else to call it). Do you, yourself, believe these things exists? Maybe you have written somewhere online about your thoughts about the book?
    I really liked that music have a such a big part in the book :)
    And I’m not sure yet how i feel about the sequel.. Just after I finished the book, i felt like.. dont let it be a seond book, let mia and adam have their peace now. But there’s no doubt I am gonna read the sequel! Im too curious not to do so :P

  43. OMG IM SOOOO EXCITED!!!!! I just bought the book yesterday (April 17th) and read it all. I could not put it down!!!!! WOOT!! cant wait for the second!! that made my DAY!!!!

  44. Jess:
    I totally hear your worries. They’re mine too. But this being Adam’s book is a different kind of book, and, I hope, a different kind of moving.

    The characters are 20, 21-ish. It will still be published by Dutton Juvenile and as for where it’s shelved, who the hell knows? The If I Stay paperback is showing up all over the place, in adult bays and teen aisles. But yes, WSW is still a YA book.

  45. YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I think some books just cant have a sequal but this is not one of those books!! I second told from adams pov is even better! gosh I am excited this easily made my day, if not my week! (but seriously 2011… life sucks haha)

  46. never was much of a reader…yeah i read the TWILIGHT books….loved them…..then that was it…i got if i stay for my birthday this year and i absolutely fell in love with the book…your an awesome writer and im lookin forward to reading your other books and i cant wait for Where she went to come out!!!!:)

  47. OMG… i honestly did not think u would write a sequel(u dont sound like that type of writer), dont get it twisted im super glad u did. i think we all need some closuer in what happens to mia and adam? well they make it? her carrer his carrer??



  48. omg,i picked this book up while standing in like at tjmaxx waiting to check out, looked at it, threw it in my cart and went home, i thought this is predictable but kept reading and everytime mia would reminiss on her life i got more and more sucked in, this book inthrawled me, i felt as though i had lived this story, it was so incredibly real. oh man intence doesnt even justify this book i loved it and am going to have the hardest time waiting til spring. im not sure what i think about it being adams point of view that just might make me yearn for a perfect man like him that i will never be able to have but who cares right? da** i cant wait for this book its like falling in love

  49. Bought If I Stay today, read to page 40 only but already in love. My heart hurts already, but I am looking forward to reading further. I am curious to know the model used on the cover, I have to cover with the girl with black hair.

  50. I’m sooooooo excited for this book!! I just finished If I STAY and got staight onto the computer to see if there was a second and there is. YEH!!!!! When’s it coming out in Australia though isn’t it different to the US???

  51. I Am So Excited For This Book To Come Out In Stores!! I Just Finished “If I Stay” 5 Minutes Ago And The Last Words Made Me Hooked…I Just Had 2 Fin Out If There Is A Sequel :) But I Can’t Wait 5 Months!! Its Gonna Be Torture :(

    P.S. Thank U Gayle For Writing This AMAZING BOOK <3

  52. Thank you so much!
    I asked for “If I Stay” for Christmas because I usually go through the shelves at Barnes and Noble and such in order to find the next teen novel that keeps me occupied. In some cases I tend to read one of the books and be like “well, that was ok”. In others, I add it to my “favorites” list. In the case of “If I Stay” I couldn’t stop reading and I’m saying that with complete honesty. I can’t tell you how many times I got choked up and cried over this story. It really spoke to me and it was truly amazing. So, how does making this sequel answer my prayers? Well, after reading the book (In only two days, I should add) I was craving more. What happens now? Is she going to stay alive? What about Juliard? Can she still play cello? And it’s eating me alive haha. So, I’m very glad I searched it on google and that I was able to find your blog. Because now I know that I will get answers :) You are a wonderful writer and I will be sure to look up your other books!

    Thanks again!

  53. holy crap.
    i never ever read.
    & i was just goin on a little trip to target and something urged me to get a book?
    i was honestly ashamed to be in the book department..
    but i ended up buying ‘if i stay’..
    i read for six hours straight.
    i had so many other things planned.
    i cancelled it all to read your book.
    i just finished it,
    11;49 the SAME DAY I GOT IT.
    i could not stop reading.
    like amazing.
    i imediatly grabbed my laptop and searced for a sequel..
    and found your page soooo;
    i will definatly be waiting for the whole SERIES to come out.
    im hoping there is gonna be about… 4 more books? : )


  54. THANK GOD! I was just about ready to freak out because of the ending of “If I Stay”. I was left wondering so many different things. I can’t wait till the sequil comes out!

  55. I read “Where She Went” in one day. It was AMAZING!

  56. I Tottally love the sequel to “If I Stay” =D, and adam’s point of view is so FANTASTIC AND INSPIRING OF BOTH MIA+ADAM!!!!!
    I hope there’s a 3rd book coming out!!!.
    it would be so surprizing if there was Teddy’s story

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